The other day I had to do something that I thought was going to be very hard.
In fact, I’d been putting it off for a while because I thought it was going to be so hard, so uncomfortable, so taxing. I imagined all kinds of stressful scenarios that were going to result from my doing this thing, how a chain of negative events would be set into motion if I did it, how maybe I’d regret doing it.
So I didn’t do it as quickly as I might have. In fact, I started getting very irritated with myself for “procrastinating.” (I like to put procrastinating in quotes because there’s a big difference between procrastination and waiting for the right time, and we need to do a little digging sometimes to recognize which is which.)
Basically, the “thing” involved saying no to someone who had asked me to collaborate with her. I was torn at first because in some ways I wanted to do it, but the reality of my life right now is that I simply don’t have the time or the energy for this level of collaboration.
So I put off saying no, even after my intuition had clearly let me know that “no” was the way to go. (Sorry for the Dr. Seuss-ian sentence — actually, I love it!)
Finally, I made the call. I said, “A part of me would love to, but I’m choosing to say no to this right now.”
Guess what? It wasn’t that hard. My heart raced, yes; my hand slipped a little on the phone because it was wet with sweat.
But all in all? Not that hard. Not nearly as hard as I’d built it up to be. In fact, the person involved thanked me for being direct (she didn’t even think I’d taken that long to get back to her), and then we had a conversation about how much we prefer hearing “no” to hearing nothing at all and being left hanging. (That’s a topic for a whole other post!)
Sometimes, something we need to do proves to be harder than we’d imagined it would be.
But, sometimes, much of the “hard” has to do with our thought that “it’s going to be really hard”. So we don’t do whatever the thing is, and in the not doing it, we create more hard on top of our idea that it’s going to be hard.
Another thing we sometimes do when a task we perceive as “hard” looms before us is we tell ourselves, “I need to have courage. I need to muster up the courage to face this.”
This can actually create yet another hurdle. This “mustering up the courage.” The idea that we need “courage” to face whatever it is actually makes the “thing” seem even harder. Our brain goes, “We need courage here? Wow, it must be really hard! It must be extra hard!”
What if we didn’t need courage? What if, instead of courage, what was more helpful turned out to be acceptance of the situation, acceptance of our fears about it, and trust in our ability to handle it?
It’s worth considering.
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4 thoughts on “What if it’s not as hard as you think?”
Hi Jill, great and timely post … it’s so true and I needed the reminder … that perception isn’t necessarily reality. Love your new look! Cheers, Lee
Lee, I’m so glad it was timely for you! Thanks so much for reading, and glad you like the new look! Good to see you here. 🙂
Oh I know this one:-) Love the Dr Seuss sentence by the way! It’s so true, and it often makes me laugh – I almost feel cheated out of the drama when things go so much more easily that I expected. I remember when I put aside a whole day to do some official type paper work there was an upcoming deadline for, something I HATE doing. It turned out I was done in a couple of hours and then I was like, OK, now what shall I do!? I also notice I’m impressed by your choice of words, ‘…I’m choosing to say no to this right now.’ That’s so much clearer and more honest than, “I can’t because…” as often when I’ve said that there are ways I could have made it work, but the reality was really didn’t want to. I was choosing not to. Hugs, H xxx
Harula, I think you really nailed it when you said you “almost feel cheated out of the drama” when things are easier than expected. That is definitely true for me! It’s like a part of me wants it to be hard so I can create a big, dramatic story around it. And yes, I so agree with you that often the reality is we don’t want to do something; it’s not that we “can’t.” I’ve been trying to use “choose to” for that reason (even though it sometimes feels awkward). Thanks, as always, for your wonderful thoughts. 🙂
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